It rained today.
I wanted to do nothing but sleep.
I took my car in for an oil change.
$220 later, they replaced the front tire, too.
I don't have a job.
I'm not doing anything to better that situation.
I had roasted potatoes for dinner.
I'd like a glass of wine.
Seeing Las Vegas on television makes me homesick.
I miss the bright lights.
I feel like I am gaining weight.
Suddenly recovery seems more difficult.
I want to be healthy on my own terms.
I want to eat only if eating won't make me fat.
I don't like to follow the rules.
But I have to.
It is really hard to always make the right choice, but ultimately it will pay off. Be strong, love, I'm thinking of you! I know you can pull through. If recovery was always easy then we would ALL recover right away. It's getting through the hard parts that makes us stronger.
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